The Darkness In MeI've fallen too deepThe Darkness In Me by ScullReaper
Into my own misery
For I cannot see the light of hope
This slowly dying heart
Captured by my fears
What once was warm
Is now frozen within
Release me from my chains
For only you can see through me
This darkness taking over
Filling every bit in me
Turning me into something
I was never meant to be
It's rage I can't stop
This pain is feeding
The furious beast
I'll tear your world apart
All love turned into hate
As the sun sets down tonight
For you will never hurt me again
It's the darkness in me
LostIt's hard to find the right wordsLost by ScullReaper
It's hard to reach out to you
Overwhelming pain has no words
Only the feeling you know so well
I am trying to find the right way
Right way to explain it all
If anyone could guide me through
Through this path of darkness
Eventually each of them will turn away
Path becomes too hard to go on
Yet I am walking forward all alone
My steps want to mislead me
Mislead into death
TrappedHe can see the world around himTrapped by ScullReaper
The world doesn't see him
To his friends he talks daily
Hides the misery and pain under lies
He reaches out towards his dreams
He yells, wishing to be heard
They're not listening
Inside his shell he hides
Can't break in
Chains hold him in place
Can't get out
Words from the heartEverything seems... worthless nowadays. Things are always the same. Nothing changes. Life is... fading away. Eating, cleaning and paying bills seems distant. Getting outside of the house seems yet more distant and returning to school or work... is impossible.Words from the heart by ScullReaper
I feel like trapped inside my head. Waves of anger, sadness and happiness go through me. I have no control over them.
Same people talk to me weekly. Sometimes daily. It's always the same things - how are you doing, what have you been up to, is there something interesting going on? Just easy chit-chatting.
They hardly get deeper than that. If they only knew how I am feeling... Would it matter?
It seems like I'm just whining. Complaining. Being a dick. Fishing for attention.
I... I don't know what should I do to keep people happy. Stay quiet? Tell about my problems? Lock myself somewhere?
You know the people who tell you to solve your issues? After a certain point it isn't that easy and nice anymore.
It is unclear to me what is the
Love is the WaterLove is the water around us,Love is the Water by Poet-no-06
surrounding us, tempting us to jump in, but we fear the danger that accompanies, death...
Play it safe, it'll just be a waste. Jump and you'll be filled with uncertainty and fear. Don't fool yourself with imitations of love or believe that your in love because true love is a train, a train that'll take you far away, you hope this train will take you to where you hope, hope with all you heart.
If you wait for love, you must wait for eternity, for waiting is just wasting and love is like a dove, beautiful as the stars and free to roam where it maybe...
Ending it allThe thought has crossed almost everyone's mindEnding it all by Blueturtle9
When an empty, lonely life to which we become resigned
Honestly I am talking about choosing to end it all
When we can't seem to get over that emotional wall
We have all gotten to that great point of misery
When all we feel inside can only be called agony
Some of us are able to get through all the pain
Sadly some of us are broken and become insane
So here I sit, all these sounds and thoughts in mind
I am scared that I might be alone and one of a kind
You're the only one that I can talk to about this
Simply because my ramblings you don't dismiss
I have now lost the will to fight and stand up tall
It worries me that I have considered ending it all
Would You Care?Would You Care?Would You Care? by Blueturtle9
Would you care if I cried?
With these all familiar tears
Would you care if I died?
That you wouldn't is one of my fears
Would you care if I stayed?
Because if yes then I need you to say
Would you care if I were to fade?
I guess I can wait yet another day
Would you care if I declared my love?
Or would you just reject me again
And leave me here, with this pain
001. IntroductionFor what it's worth, there's nothing really...strange about me.001. Introduction by Adrea-Aetherwind
I have depression. So does the rest of the world.
I'm a teenager...so what?
I listen to rock music. And I mean, every style of rock music there is.
I like anime...does that make me a nerd?
No. Being a nerd makes me a nerd.
I'm a poet, a story writer.
I believe in God. No, I'm not a christian. No, I will not shove it down your throat. Don't mesh me in with them.
I'm actually part of the Order of the Eastern Star. Don't know what it is? Look it up! (It's not a type of cult. It's the female version of the Free Masons.)
I like vampires for the heck of it. Are they real? No. Do I believe I've ever met one or seen one in my life? No. Why would I if I don't believe they're real?
Adrea Aetherwind is my pen name. Will I tell you my real name? Probably not.
I turn seventeen in a month. THANK THE LORD ABOVE!
My favorite color is blue. I say it's green, but it's actually blue.
I'm a grammer nazi. Not a spelling nazi, ju
Hello! Here is some info about me and I will add more if you request me to do so.|
I am basically goth, though many people consider me as emo 'cause of my appearance. I am more into metal than emo-music, so I cannot count myself as one. I have mental issues and I have went through a lot of stuff I am never supposed to.
I'm bi. I mainly play games, read stuff, write, photograph... I'm not into sports or other outdoors stuff. As a person I can be very "explosive" as some call it - I'm impulsive, blunt and I have my opinions. I mean nothing bad though sometimes I might seem rude. It's just a part of my disorder and part of what I've become.
If you want to know more about me, just feel free to come talk to me or send a note - I welcome everyone! I'm always there to listen.
|If you just have any extra points.. ^^|
Under 5 points: Llama
5-10 watch + llama
20 watch + llama + feature
30 watch + llama + photomanipulation (just tell what kind of pic you want, I edit it for you) + feature
50 watch + llama + 2 photomanipulations OR 2 sketch colorings + feature
100 points: Watch + llama + 3 of following (manipulation, drawing, coloring or poem) + feature
200 or more points: all above + introducion