The Darkness In MeI've fallen too deepThe Darkness In Me by ScullReaper
Into my own misery
For I cannot see the light of hope
This slowly dying heart
Captured by my fears
What once was warm
Is now frozen within
Release me from my chains
For only you can see through me
This darkness taking over
Filling every bit in me
Turning me into something
I was never meant to be
It's rage I can't stop
This pain is feeding
The furious beast
I'll tear your world apart
All love turned into hate
As the sun sets down tonight
For you will never hurt me again
It's the darkness in me
LostIt's hard to find the right wordsLost by ScullReaper
It's hard to reach out to you
Overwhelming pain has no words
Only the feeling you know so well
I am trying to find the right way
Right way to explain it all
If anyone could guide me through
Through this path of darkness
Eventually each of them will turn away
Path becomes too hard to go on
Yet I am walking forward all alone
My steps want to mislead me
Mislead into death
TrappedHe can see the world around himTrapped by ScullReaper
The world doesn't see him
To his friends he talks daily
Hides the misery and pain under lies
He reaches out towards his dreams
He yells, wishing to be heard
They're not listening
Inside his shell he hides
Can't break in
Chains hold him in place
Can't get out
Words from the heartEverything seems... worthless nowadays. Things are always the same. Nothing changes. Life is... fading away. Eating, cleaning and paying bills seems distant. Getting outside of the house seems yet more distant and returning to school or work... is impossible.Words from the heart by ScullReaper
I feel like trapped inside my head. Waves of anger, sadness and happiness go through me. I have no control over them.
Same people talk to me weekly. Sometimes daily. It's always the same things - how are you doing, what have you been up to, is there something interesting going on? Just easy chit-chatting.
They hardly get deeper than that. If they only knew how I am feeling... Would it matter?
It seems like I'm just whining. Complaining. Being a dick. Fishing for attention.
I... I don't know what should I do to keep people happy. Stay quiet? Tell about my problems? Lock myself somewhere?
You know the people who tell you to solve your issues? After a certain point it isn't that easy and nice anymore.
It is unclear to me what is the
... But I do...I know I shouldn't miss you.... But I do... by BethyLuv215
I know I shouldn't.
But I do.
I know you say, "don't cry because it's over".
I know you say so.
But I do.
I know I shouldn't wear a frown now you're gone for another month (two?).
I know I shouldn't.
But I do.
I know you still love me.
I know you do.
And I love you too.
It just hurts to be so far away.
I know it shouldn't.
But it does.
Postponed beautyPostponed beautyPostponed beauty by Death-By-Grunge
Your eyes are much more captivating
now that they cannot move
your lips no longer fabricating
you have certainly improved
Your hands stiffening
but soft enough for me
your body just rotting
smells like a melody
I wonder,can you see me
appraising you like this?
Aren't you glad you died
now we can finally kiss
For HerBefore youFor Her by Eversnow18
Everything was dark
I killed without mercy, I took what I pleased
I was the crowned prince, everything was mine
I had no remorse, I had no joy
I needed neither, I was satisfied
I found warmth and hope
You were the only one to show a demon kindness
A fierce warrior, you could slay us all with just a though
But with hands so gently you tamed even the most savage beast
I fell hard when I met you
I wanted to steal you from everything
But I held onto you to tight
I lost you
I fell from grace, I threw it all away
Everything became cold
No other woman could fix that
No amount of anything could
All I could do was watch you from the shadows
Love you from the shadows
Protect you from the darkness that sent you running
And then watch you fall in love with another
IsolationYou.Isolation by PuffMonsta
Trapped in a prison.
Of your own making.
You know that no one will help you.
Because you have done this to yourself
At least, that's what you tell yourself.
It doesn't matter that they bullied you.
It doesn't matter that they didn't see the bruises.
It doesn't matter that they weren't home to hear the crying.
And that prison is not made of bricks.
And not made wood or metal or even of plastic.
It's made of mental barriers.
Stronger than concrete walls and barb wire.
There is no combination for your lock.
The key has been thrown away so long ago you wonder if it ever existed.
Your isolation is so complete that you can't even interact with others.
You say a random "Hello!" here and a muffled "How are you?" there.
But nothing on a personal level.
The one person who could help you is long gone.
And they only helped to lay down the foundations of the place your in now.
And so now,
Hello! Here is some info about me and I will add more if you request me to do so.|
I am basically goth, though many people consider me as emo 'cause of my appearance. I am more into metal than emo-music, so I cannot count myself as one. I have mental issues and I have went through a lot of stuff I am never supposed to.
I'm bi. I mainly play games, read stuff, write, photograph... I'm not into sports or other outdoors stuff. As a person I can be very "explosive" as some call it - I'm impulsive, blunt and I have my opinions. I mean nothing bad though sometimes I might seem rude. It's just a part of my disorder and part of what I've become.
If you want to know more about me, just feel free to come talk to me or send a note - I welcome everyone! I'm always there to listen.
|If you just have any extra points.. ^^|
Under 5 points: Llama
5-10 watch + llama
20 watch + llama + feature
30 watch + llama + photomanipulation (just tell what kind of pic you want, I edit it for you) + feature
50 watch + llama + 2 photomanipulations OR 2 sketch colorings + feature
100 points: Watch + llama + 3 of following (manipulation, drawing, coloring or poem) + feature
200 or more points: all above + introducion