The Darkness In MeI've fallen too deepThe Darkness In Me by ScullReaper
Into my own misery
For I cannot see the light of hope
This slowly dying heart
Captured by my fears
What once was warm
Is now frozen within
Release me from my chains
For only you can see through me
This darkness taking over
Filling every bit in me
Turning me into something
I was never meant to be
It's rage I can't stop
This pain is feeding
The furious beast
I'll tear your world apart
All love turned into hate
As the sun sets down tonight
For you will never hurt me again
It's the darkness in me
LostIt's hard to find the right wordsLost by ScullReaper
It's hard to reach out to you
Overwhelming pain has no words
Only the feeling you know so well
I am trying to find the right way
Right way to explain it all
If anyone could guide me through
Through this path of darkness
Eventually each of them will turn away
Path becomes too hard to go on
Yet I am walking forward all alone
My steps want to mislead me
Mislead into death
TrappedHe can see the world around himTrapped by ScullReaper
The world doesn't see him
To his friends he talks daily
Hides the misery and pain under lies
He reaches out towards his dreams
He yells, wishing to be heard
They're not listening
Inside his shell he hides
Can't break in
Chains hold him in place
Can't get out
Words from the heartEverything seems... worthless nowadays. Things are always the same. Nothing changes. Life is... fading away. Eating, cleaning and paying bills seems distant. Getting outside of the house seems yet more distant and returning to school or work... is impossible.Words from the heart by ScullReaper
I feel like trapped inside my head. Waves of anger, sadness and happiness go through me. I have no control over them.
Same people talk to me weekly. Sometimes daily. It's always the same things - how are you doing, what have you been up to, is there something interesting going on? Just easy chit-chatting.
They hardly get deeper than that. If they only knew how I am feeling... Would it matter?
It seems like I'm just whining. Complaining. Being a dick. Fishing for attention.
I... I don't know what should I do to keep people happy. Stay quiet? Tell about my problems? Lock myself somewhere?
You know the people who tell you to solve your issues? After a certain point it isn't that easy and nice anymore.
It is unclear to me what is the
unknownhow can you trust people,unknown by gothicqueen369
when you've only been let down,
how can you have hope,
when everyday seems to get worse
how can you feel safe
when you're alway's bleeding alone
tears never seem to end
life itself seems to toy with you
tossing you around
beating you into the ground
ripping apart your soul
leaving you with nothing to hold
dying doesn't seem to work
your're only left scarred and hurt
this couldn't ever be real
but for many it's what they hold
burried deep down inside their heart
trapping them from who they really are
all of meif i give you my heart will you promise not to break it?all of me by gothicqueen369
if i give you my time will you promise not to break it?
if i give you my life will you promise not to wreck it?
if i give you my soul will you promise to protect it?
if i've fallen and need help will you be there to pick me up?
if i cant find my way and i'm lost in the dark will you be there to guide me will you shine the way out?
if i've lost all hope, given up on life will you come and rescue me from my haunting life of love?
i've given you all of me and even more
and yet you stand there, with your ipod on max
nodding to the beat not to the beat of my heart.
Hello! Here is some info about me and I will add more if you request me to do so.|
I am basically goth, though many people consider me as emo 'cause of my appearance. I am more into metal than emo-music, so I cannot count myself as one. I have mental issues and I have went through a lot of stuff I am never supposed to.
I'm bi. I mainly play games, read stuff, write, photograph... I'm not into sports or other outdoors stuff. As a person I can be very "explosive" as some call it - I'm impulsive, blunt and I have my opinions. I mean nothing bad though sometimes I might seem rude. It's just a part of my disorder and part of what I've become.
If you want to know more about me, just feel free to come talk to me or send a note - I welcome everyone! I'm always there to listen.
|If you just have any extra points.. ^^|
Under 5 points: Llama
5-10 watch + llama
20 watch + llama + feature
30 watch + llama + photomanipulation (just tell what kind of pic you want, I edit it for you) + feature
50 watch + llama + 2 photomanipulations OR 2 sketch colorings + feature
100 points: Watch + llama + 3 of following (manipulation, drawing, coloring or poem) + feature
200 or more points: all above + introducion