It just makes you beautifully, irrefutably, fantasmically you! Remember, no matter how corny it sounds that what makes you different makes you beautiful.

Wow, there are many problems you have, but I think you're completely normal. I can find myself in many things you wrote and even on a 'worse' level Did you try to visit a psychologist or someone who could give you some advice? (like a priest if you're Christian, or a teacher you know that cares...). Having depression and anxiety can be treated and it would soothe some of your problems I don't see nothing wrong with you, however, you're just a human, with its good sides, and bad ones ..

What right have I to judge you?
To be honest you sound just as normal as me....that's if you can consider all that up there 'normal'..
You sound like a great person
I do not see a problem in getting to know you

I think you've done really well... You should carry on the way that your going because i'd be proud to have a friend like you negatives included. Your amazing, please dont forget that

I'm going to answer in order of what you have listed. I'm going to comment on EVERY item.

Positive sides
- That's very good. No one needs to cause it only harms you in the end.
- This is something you NEVER see nowadays. I'm still have difficulties keeping my own promises. Mostly because everyone else breaks their, so it's like "Who cares?"
- Same as above.
- This is especially good. You should keep going, keep trying, keep living. That's what I'm trying to do.
- I do this sometimes, but I never mean it. I just get furstrated. I wish I could just not do it at all like you.
- Me, too. Everyone is strange and different, so this is okay!
- Some? Oh, no. You have a LOT! Keep writing!
- This is normal, but just don't try to put other's happiness before your own. You'll feel horrible.
- This is very good! It means there's still hope for you! I want to make sure you get through this, so you can like even more things.
- No one knows how to help people, but what won't help is killing yourself. Especially if someone loves and cares about you like me!

Negative sides
- I believe it is human nature to be impulsive. It's in our genes, instincts, etc. We do things without thought at least once. Just make sure you don't seriously harm anyone because of it unless it's self defense.
- Key word: used. That's not you anymore. The you now is who you are. Don't dwell on this anymore, alright?
- Just like a child touching a hot stove. *giggles* Anyway, it's good you won't drink anymore. It's not very helpful anyway. Trust me, I've dealt with a drunk before and we now never speak. That person is my father.
- Never ever overdose of anything again. I want you to keep going, okay?
- I'm somewhat the same way. My boyfriend says I get over worried and anxious too much, but I don't know how to stop it.
- Me, too. And it's okay. Crying is like eating chocolate or ice cream. You'll feel somewhat better when it's done and over with. Even if the problem is still there.
- Shit, I don't have manners either, but hey, as long as I don't seriously hurt or offend anyone because of it, I just be who I want to be. And it's okay you have trust issues I do, too. It's normal to me.
- That's fine. I still get distracted and I still ignore people.
- Same here. I have my mom brush my hair because I don't want to. I rarely ever take a shower or anything else to take care of myself. I don't like to make myself food when I'm hungry. But I wanna try to do better now. You should try, too.
- Same here, but I just avoid mirrors to stop thinking about it. Out of sight, out of mind.
- I don't do this because I just act how I want to and not care what others think. It makes me happy because I know that I'm me and no one else and I shouldn't care what others think.
- This is normal, sweetie. I'm terrified of falling, too.
- I use to be like that, but now I'm back into things I love. I want to help you get back to that, too!
- This is fine. Sometimes, we just can't believe anything. I'm like that sometimes, too.
- It is not. I think this way sometimes about myself, but then I just say, "I'm only letting the douchebags in life win and they don't deserve to feel happy.".
- That's fine. We all need to shutdown sometimes.

Problems/disorders/diseases
- I just found out I'm moving by the end of the month and I'm not ready at all. I still need to say goodbye to those I love that live here. I'm trying to get myself ready, whatever it takes. Let's go through our moves together and help each other. Alright?
- Me, too, but I know I have people behind me to stay beside me if something happens. I'm here to stay by your side if something happens.
- I can be OCD when it comes to my art and writings, but it's okay. Every is scared and everyone is crazy, so don't feel bad about it. I don't really know what psychosis attacks entail though... I have panic attacks when I see police lights, hear sirens, etc. I just try to calm down and think of a friend, lover, someone I love holding me and telling me it's fine. Everyone can be paranoid. Life is so unpredictable nowadays that it's normal. I get really depressed, too, and use to be worse. I wanna help you out of it however I can. I think I have separate personalities, but who knows? Even if I doo, it's me, so who cares honestly?
- Try to walk more. It may help. If it gets worse, try to get help. Though I know you don't like doctors, but sometimes you have to face the thing you hate/are scared of.
- I don't either, but I'm trying to get better. You can, too.
- Try to move more. Even if it hurts. You'll get better if you move.
- This is normal. Just try to get back to the things left alone.
- I'm the same way, but I just try to calm down whether it be sleep or thinking about someone or something helpful.
- I am, too, when I'm new to a place, but I usually try to open up, so I can get new friends who may help me in the future.
- It's okay, mine can be the same way, but I try to steady them if I need them to be.
- Try to get help. As I said, you may don't like the doctors, but sometimes you need to suck it up and go.
- I know the feeling... My boyfriend does it, but I try to get better for him.
- I'm here.
- Fuck parents. If they are good to you, leave them in the dust. I have no father, but I do have a mother because of that mindset.
- Same here, but I try to work through them with my partner. It's the only way to try to make it better.
- I always make the wrong choises
- I have very strong opinions which I don't want to be turned off by others and it gets me mad if someone does so
- It's fine. Just try to figure out as you go along. That's what I do.

Already solved problems
- I'm glad this is solved. It's great that you're not so insecure now.
- You don't and I'm glad you understand it now.
- You got through it though and that's all that matters.

Traumas/phobias
- Fears are normal no matter how strange. It's you and you are beautiful. Love you!

I think the most powerful thing on this list is the fact that you are looking for a way to recover. This is not only important, but it shows your character as a person who is willing to better himself. I won't be able to help you with all of these, but if you want to note me we can talk about some of them. I've helped a lot of my friends recover in the past.