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Deadly FrostFreezing wind
Welcomes us all
To this eternal
Winter night

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He walks alone
His hair as black
As the velvet sky
Above his figure

Cold eyes wide open
Reflecting the light
Of crimson fullmoon
Of dying stars

It's eating him alive
The vicious coldness
Slowly killing him
Deep within

Tears frozen
Dreams shattered
Blood flowing
Screams unheard

Frost stiffens
The angel wings
His body starts
Slowly fall apart

Frost devours
His inner self
Senseless is
The soft skin

Merciless coldness
Starts to sneak in
His world is withering
Darkness only around him

As he freezes
No more suffering
As he cries
All the last tears

Chains of love broke my heartYet the love hurts us
Leading to misery
Pain neverending
Creates the fear

How can it hurt this much?

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Weeping with you. Arms around them
Keeping with you. Feeling their shiver
Flowing with you. Without your men
Drowning with you. Deep in this river

~~~

I could not control it
I needed someone
To hold me, take the pain away
I could not stop it

Stop myself destroying it all

~~~

Tired and lonely. Sitting and staring
Weak and filthy. No longer caring
Wasting to nothing. The rubble of you
Hoping for something. Poison where love grew

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Never love me
My tears not worth it
Never desire me
I am your death

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I watch ove

Not enoughIt's not the wrong words
Or the mistake you've made
It's the lies you tell to me
When you try to hide the truth

How could I ever trust you
When the one I love the most
Smiles, tells everything is fine
While whole world is falling apart

And the look on your face
When I wasn't what you excepted
I shattered your beautiful dream
Turned it into cold reality
As I couldn't fullfill your wish

Oh how I hate myself
I'm never enough for you
I cannot change inner me
Nor the emotions I have

I'm beautiful no more
Your love has withered
Was it only for my looks
Did you care after all

You won't admit it to me
From your eyes I see the tr

Save MeI am lost deep within
Cannot find my way out
Silently crying in despair
I can hear only echoes
Of my unheard pleads

My voice is slowly fading
This sore throat failing me
Eyes cannot see through
Where did the light go

I feel my blood pouring
Running down my body
As I tremble weakly
Pain is holding me awake

They left me all alone
Trapped me down here
In the bitter cold
Freezing ice under me
It's slowly...
Making me numb

Save me
I'm dying

Save me with your love

Shattered AngelHow could I do this to thee
Whom I loved so much

Are we forever apart?

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I am the sweet destruction
My black wings darken the sun
No hope you will face
When I fly free

It's the Death in me

***

I am the sweet salvation
My loving heart brightens the day
No tears will be shed
When I caress thee

It's the Angel in me

***

You are the sweet suffering
Your white wings feel the pain
No saviour ending it all
When darkness is tearing you apart

It's the Shattered in you

***

You are the sweet salvation
Your loving heart brightens my day
No tears will be shed
When you caress me

It's the Angel in you

***

Follow the black feath

CureThese inner feelings
I must now release
Cure heart from pain
And set myself free

These chains I remove
From my soul and mind
So I could breathe
Be whole once again

Discarded.You cry for your sorrows and you bleed for your dreams,
Just always remember, this world is not what it seems.
You can be the best of friends and then disappear,
They'll just discard you, I know it's hard to hear.

But this has happened enough to me,
It's all everyone's been doing recently.
So here I lie, discarded, fearing to stand up,
Because what waits just isn't worth getting up.

Thrown away and lying in a puddle of mud and blood,
All the other times I got up, and wiped off the mud.
But this time, as I lie here, broken and bloody,
I don't want to get up, I want to be a dead body.

I know getting up is inevitable, because I will never give in,
But I really just want to give up and say that "I'm done in."

My belovedI knew
When I saw you talking
You are mine

You got me
Into your heart
Of love

I taught you
How to love
How to care
And you do..
As you learned
There is someone
Someone for you
Me

You are saving
My scars, my soul
From dying

Giving me something
To love

I'd kill myself for you

You are
My beloved
Forever.

Hopping TrainsMy life is composed of multiple mistakes
Ones I wish I could erase
But everything I've done is set in stone
Sadly, forgiveness would not be the case

My life is engraved in my soul
Forever present in my breath
But there's no time to apologize
I'll repent with my forsaken death

My life has flashed before my eyes
As I sinned in front of the desperate
I tried to take back my wrong doings
But my actions were pegged as inconsiderate

My life has been put on the line
Although not direct or upfront
It's been challenged by the fates
And the effects only caused affront

My life has been reduced to little to nothing
Weighed between the hands of the important
And I've waited for a savior to measure my worth
But I seem to leave everyone hesitant

My life has been regularly forgotten
By the ones I've come to love
And all I want is someone to remember me
A persons hand to fit mine like a glove

My life has been naught but an insolent

I want the world to stop spinning.If the world could stop spinning, that'd be great,
I don't want time to stop, that'd be worse, the wait.
I just want it all to stop, for existence to not exist,
I would want to die if it weren't that my problems would persist.

I want the world to stop spinning,
My problems can't be solved by simply not living.
I don't want to live anymore,
I don't want to exist anymore.

I want the world to stop spinning, I want to get off,
I want it all to stop, both hard times and soft.
I just want it all to stop, I want existence to cease,
I want the world to stop spinning... Please?

Don't I deserve it?Why is the flesh so fragile?
Soft skin turns to jagged red lines
The day before the snow came
Three years ago so similar
Right to this day, before the moon came out
This life I live, it frightens them
One week ago I finally went insane
I cut some more jagged lines
Right down to the bone, my love
I hope this hurts you
As much as it hurts me every day
Don't I deserve it, my love?
After all, I blame you
All of my insecurities, spoon fed
Only by you, my sweet love
So go home, let me rest

Do I not deserve it, my love?

92. All That I Have.All that I have, I give to you.
My mind, my body, my soul, all to you.
I give you my everything, treat it with care,
And all that I ask from you is you keep your flare.
That one thing, that magic, that spark that drew me to you,
All that I have, I give to you, do with it whatever you want to.
All that I ask is that you let me love you,
And that you tell me that you love me too.
All that I have, I give to you,
I give everything, all of it, to you,
All that I ask in return is you let me love you,
That you believe I love you, and that you love me too.

Jennifer, I give you my everything, because I love you.

Forbidden SongsFor my death I sing

***

This hate inside
It's neverending
My mind darkened
Desires for more

Meaningless tears
Shall flow forever
Wallow in this pain
Feel the coldness

***

Your wounds still bleed
With ripped heart you scream
Those pleads unheard
In this forsaken world

***

These wings used to cary us
...Now we are falling deeper down

***

When the despair
Becomes real
You fall
On your knees
Sobbing

***

With trembling hands
You still try to reach
My withering self

***

Silence is left.

Morbid HeartThese painful tears still fall down
For the suffering I never give in
Angel wings of mine covered in crimson
Had forgotten how to fly long time ago

This little piece of ice I hold in my hands
For it shows the coldness deep inside
These eyes now empty and merciless
No tears, no more tears I shed

In this forest of darkness I walk
As a deadly shadow of the night
I roam forevermore these paths
There is still lost beauty within

These morbid thoughts better hide
They have darkened innocent hearts
Once so warm, pure and loyal
Turned into the worst suffering

His vicious life
Ends as the dawn rises

This shattered heart of mine I give

Hellish ConscienceConscience is the worst kind of hell

It eats you alive
Making you remember all the wrong things you did
Keeping you from sleeping
Not letting you relax.

It tortures you with those voices in your head
Accusing you
Screaming at you
Calling you names.

It becomes unbearable
You can't even look at yourself in the mirror
With the guilt marked in your face and despair in your eyes
With your body defeated by remorse.

Conscience is the worst kind of hell
There's no escape from it

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by ~ScullReaper, Nov 2, 2012, 9:02:41 AM
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I was chained tightly up
In my own bitter thoughts
Of endless pain and misery
Dreams filled with death

You released me

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In your arms I fall
And forget myself again
Bitter thoughts disappear
When you gently hold me

***

My heart will be
Yours to carry for
As it'll wither away
By the day you are gone

I never felt this real

***

You made me whole forevermore

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For my love. Every single word.

I'm sorry I couldn't make it better.. But I'll write more for you

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~ValosalRaptor2 Nov 11, 2012 Student

awe thats so sweet!

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~ScullReaper Nov 11, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Thanks..

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~ValosalRaptor2 Nov 11, 2012 Student

yw

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~MishasGraphics Nov 4, 2012 Student General Artist

Aw

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~ScullReaper Nov 4, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Meh?

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~MishasGraphics Nov 18, 2012 Student General Artist

XD

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~DemiseOfADolly Nov 4, 2012

Awww...I'm not one for love poems but wrap this up and say 'Happy Valentine' because this is wonderful :3

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~ScullReaper Nov 4, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

I'm not really either..

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~hacker103 Nov 2, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

lol, why am I always the fisrt to comment on your stuff, hehehe ^^

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~ScullReaper Nov 2, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

because no one else likes it

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